Wherein problems are observed (Ch. 11)
“You want something poetic, don’t you? Oh futures who cares, it doesn’t take a prophet to tell you Jepchy won’t win this war. I can tell you that when the treaty is signed, the shaman brought to bear witness, as every contract between northerners must have at least one, will release a pair of strange northern rodents. They’ll devastate the local wildlife to no end. You’ll have loads of dead birds and starving moles. How’s that for a concrete prophecy?”
Excerpt from
the seeings of Taisotin the lucid, the litany of days to come, second standard
edition.
“Looking at the most prolific
prophesiers, Jin, Gubita, Ayela, what strikes us as the common thread? I
believe it to be not just the scope and distance of their foretelling, but the
murkiness. It stands to reason that whatever process is underway during
prophecy, there is both an element of natural skill, but also a tradeoff. One
cannot prophesize far and accurately and often; something has to give. I
realize my fellows will not want to hear this, but understanding what makes the
Pontiac special makes her no less so, just as understanding the craft of the
architect makes his palaces no less impressive.”
On the lay
prophets, Introduction, Eato the half heretic.
They walked down the mountain. It grew warmer
as they descended, for a variety of reasons Wicker desperately wanted to
explain to Gracchus. But by the time they settled down each night, there was
only so much Gracchus would put up with before turning in to sleep. This
dampened Wicker’s mood greatly.
The Tapestry was heavy, and
unwieldy, and besides whatever else it was, it stank. On more than one occasion
Wicker had suggested it at least be put to some use and carry their meagre
possessions. Gracchus had each time responded with sulky disdain, and once had
even implied he’d simply head back if he was ever forced to concede on even so
minor a point. In truth, they both knew the state of the tapestry hardly
mattered to the efficacy of the thing. There were times when Gracchus barely
had to brush up on it to know exactly why the cobbles of Tellyphill were
misshapen before the Khazar’s invasion or the crops of Meyrkopp out of season
five years past.
“It’s not very useful most of the time,
is it?”
Wicker hazarded this observation
towards the end of the trek downwards. This followed a rather lucid explanation
for the exact colors chosen for the seals of Kadyp’s many councils.
“Yeah, Maroon is an ugly color.
Exactly why the council of agricultural tradition ended up with it!”
Wicker briefly considered what would
happen if she explained she’d been referring to his ability to discern the past.
The options seemed endless, and yet none seemed very much better than holding
her tongue. She did that.
At the top of Pontiac’s point, the
cold held a while longer. Dolstoy had always felt that the passage of seasons
was most pleasant there at top, where the days were eternally damp, and the
temperature varied only gradually. Naturally, there was never a proper storm to
speak of. But just this once, it seemed to him that a bit of extraordinary
weather would do no end of good. After all, he was going to confront one of the
most powerful men in the world.
True, the man was a good friend of
his and had been for many years. And true, the children were busy at play in
some fantastic world of their own. And true, a storm would probably destroy
some priceless ancient manuscript or artifact or just ruin the summer
pilgrimage for some poor sod. Oh, the summer pilgrimage wouldn’t be taking
place, would it? No pilgrimage ever would again. The thought saddened Dolstoy,
and he took a moment to examine the sadness. He looked out the great glass pane
that made up the Eastern wall of the library. Of course, there was never
anything to see but a thick layer of cloud if you were lucky, and fog
otherwise. Today was a good day, and the texture below was clear and mostly
uniform, yet detailed and granular enough to delight the mind.
A contemplative mood set upon his
embittered psyche. Why should he be saddened? He’d known for a very long time
that this was exactly what Mel had been planning. And he’d done everything in
his power to aid it. To his astonishment, the quiet rustling and shifting ever
present in the great library was quite getting on his nerves. Strange, to
imagine he’d suffered silences natural and artificial, and yet this place so
many felt was the pinnacle of relaxation could bother him so. He must’ve been
going mad.
Back to sadness. He wanted to
examine it, not dance around it. He wanted to know why the thought of no more
pilgrimages would be sad. People coming from every cranny and hole to bother
the residents and the Pontiac? What was the rush? If she ever prophesized
anything of immediate importance or interest, it should’ve been known in every
city within the day, every town within the week, and everywhere else got along
well enough without news of any other kind, so why should prophecies be any different?
Silly, glib thoughts. Unfitting, not
his style at all. And yet, the sadness, the melancholy, the reflection, they
weren’t fitting either. He was confident. Intimidating. Slightly brash, usually
correct and always self-assured. He’d acted in control, he’d acted important,
and everyone from prophets to diplomats to kings to those who’d known him since
his days as a petulant child had simply accepted it as a fact of life. So why
was he sad to see the pilgrimages go?
Sighing morosely, Dolstoy quietly
left his seat and headed towards his meeting with Mel. Once more, he wished for
fittingly dramatic weather. Once more, the day remained damp, the clouds
remained low, and the sun baked everything else.
Gracchus and Wicker had finally made
their way down the mountain, and now only the gentle gravel path leading to the
docks remained. Gracchus had been too enamored with his captive, awestruck
audience to properly discover Wicker’s plan once they reached the supposed
safety of the laity. Wicker had been wracked with nerves and contemplations to
discover too much of Gracchus’ inner thoughts. Much to their luck, they hadn’t
missed much by never asking: Gracchus would’ve discovered Wicker was planning
to work her way to the Gelton islands by selling various simple hexes. Wicker
would’ve discovered Gracchus was thirteen and had little unique to offer beyond
his insights into the past. But since neither had asked, there remained an air
of mystique about the other, and a vague notion that should things become truly
dangerous, the other would know the way out.
“The wharf. It’s been a year since!
I missed the seasons there, you know? Only directives and complaints about my
research. I haven’t even seen a cloud!”
“It’s lovely, isn’t it? The warm
air, the cloud cover teasing rain?”
“Teasing rain? From those balls of
cotton? Hah! There’s going to be a deathly heat here for at least a month,
seeing how close we are to the coast. When all that vapor and salt builds up
somewhere west of Gelton, that’s when you get the summer storms!”
Wicker couldn’t remember life under
the clouds very much at all, so she took Gracchus’s word, as she had at his
each and every utterance. Gracchus was very much pleased not to be doubted on
this, as it hadn’t come from the tapestry; it had come from his recollections
of his father’s farm and the constant insistence on memorizing cloud and
weather patterns. All behind him now, he assured himself.
They trudged the last hour in what
was by now an amiable silence. They passed by the various local types, overseeing
cattle and sheep. The grass seemed to Gracchus somewhat thinner than it should
have been, the herds just that bit too large for the area they had for grazing.
He thought he saw Wicker gaping, but he couldn’t be sure.
Just as they were about to reach the
village, Dolstoy was moping. He had such a variety of reasons to mope that he
couldn’t properly pinpoint one. With disdain, he settled on the least of his
issues: the secretary.
“The consort is in the midst of matters
of divinity. You cannot enter under any circumstances. I don’t know what a
ranger thinks he’s doing here to begin with…”
The man was droning on and on.
Dolstoy knew perfectly well that Mel believed in the divine about as much as Faerdyer
believed in the sovereignty of those he’d vanquished. He also knew that anyone
acting as Mel’s secretary knew the same. The man probably believed that
prophesy was just wise prediction based on data and probability at best. At
worst, he thought it was all fabricated after the fact to fit what had really
happened.
Dolstoy reflected on his own beliefs
regarding prophecy. Rather, he reflected on his own knowledge regarding
prophecy: it wasn’t random, it wasn’t inborn, it was only possible by one woman
at a time, and it could be refined as any other skill. The degree of predictability
was as of yet an unknown, one he would never get the opportunity to
investigate. Mel had had both the time and the subject to investigate, but he’d
seen no need. Why should he be the one to pick up the slack of the centuries?
Had the prophecies been any good at all, wouldn’t they have stopped him dead in
his tracks years before?
Mel had long since contemplated
these questions, and yet, as all he’d worked towards finally bore fruit, his
mind once more wandered to the question: why hadn’t the Pontiac done anything?
Why hadn’t the Pontiac’s maidens, the scholars the preachers, anyone with a
vested interest in almost a millennium of worship acted in a concerted way to
stop him? Then he pushed such thoughts from his mind. There was only one person
who knew a hint of his intentions, and for whatever reason Mel couldn’t fathom,
he seemed fully supportive of Mel’s endeavors. Perhaps being forced to wait
outside his room for no good reason somewhat damaged this support. And he had
been forced to wait for rather a long time.
So long a time that Wicker and
Gracchus had since made it to the outskirts of town and had become entirely
caught up in themselves and their anxieties. The aggressive smell of salt and smoke
engulfed and clung to every surface and permeated the air. ‘I suppose this is a
novel and lovely experience, eh, Wicker?’ Gracchus remarked, but in a shy and
self-conscious way, as if to indicate he truly didn’t know what to think of the
wharf street either. Secretly, he wondered how Wicker was able to stay calm,
when, to the best of his understanding, she’d had no contact with the outside
world in her life.
Wicker was overwhelmed, too
overwhelmed to feel self-conscious or strange, or even to have a panic attack.
There was none of the wondering and awe at a new and unknown world that she’d
expected, and she wondered why. Finally, this thought was contemplative enough
to allow her to think about herself and how she must look to the strangely
dense yet empty crowds. This easily could’ve led to a panic attack; had she had
a moment to continue this line of thought. Fortunately, Gracchus had
disappeared, and the imminent terror that something terrible had happened to
the unpleasant boy was more than enough to burn away any fears of social
misconduct.
“Terrible, terrible thing to see no
pilgrims. Makes a man wonder, eh kid? Kids don’t wonder about stuff like that.”
Gracchus could not make out what
kind of man he was, only that he felt it appropriate to drone on at an
unfamiliar face. Perhaps that meant he’d gone senile, but Gracchus had decided
not to judge so harshly. He was, perhaps, regretting the decision just a bit.
What fun is it to interact with strangers if you can’t feel just a bit better
than them?
“The sea took another one just last
week. Third one this year. And a hundred more will go if there’s still no
pilgrims next time around.”
Gracchus considered this, or at
least he tried to. But parsing the meaning was like trying to untangle language
a hundred years past. Shrugging in what he hoped was assent, Gracchus attempted
to dislodge himself from the conversation. Turning to seek some avenue of
escape, he realized the street was cast in deep dark shadows. So deep and dark
that he could barely make out what the writhing, bleating, stinking masses were
that inhabited the empty space between every two squat buildings. To his
dismay, Gracchus noticed the long wharf was mostly empty, with only the
occasional sailor loading or unloading cargo of indescript nature. To his
greater dismay, Wicker was nowhere to be found. He made noises of polite assent
as the old man rambled on.
Wicker was busy inspecting the
charms placed above each doorway. She found it strange that the charms were
placed above the doorway. But the charms themselves were standard and sturdy,
noteworthy perhaps only in their generic nature: protection against storms, dampeners
of anger, swingers of fortune, and a myriad of other minor effects. Looking up
from her reverie, she spotted Gracchus nodding along to a hyena in the middle
of the street. Finally, fear took hold, and she set aside perhaps too large a
portion of her mind to rehearse scenarios that could arise while extricating
her charge from this mysterious character.
Dolstoy was getting sick of waiting.
It had been hours, and he knew for a fact that Mel was doing nothing of any
importance. He’d considered barging in but had ultimately decided that patience
was seldom the wrong choice. He waited, silently wishing harm and ruin on the changing
clerks.
“So, young’un, that’s all that’s wrong!
The world’s turned around and falling to bits it is.”
Gracchus’ patience was wearing thin.
A year of patiently waiting for acknowledgment, for life, had been wasted. And
for a boy, that was a long time indeed. Patience had gotten him nothing and nowhere.
Speaking his mind had gotten him respect and stature, didn’t it?
“That’s not all that wrong! This place
stinks a hundred years in each direction. And I know the Pontiac makes sure this
place is all shiny and clean for the pilgrims, so someone’s been busy embezzling.”
It had come out in an angry,
sardonic tone that didn’t quite fit the joviality with which Gracchus believed
the remark should’ve been delivered with. The old man looked offended, which confirmed
to Gracchus his error.
“It stinks of sheep shit you little –
oh forget it. Laughing at an old man? Mind you don’t talk to your captain in
that manner. Raise anchor and begone foul cretin!”
And the old man was off, towards the
barren cliffs if he wanted to escape the smell, towards the grazing lands if he
wanted to embrace it.
And Gracchus realized it was a mass
of cattle and sheep and goats between the houses and shops, and he realized
that Wicker was not a hundred paces away, hiding in the shadow of an alley too
narrow to fit any sheep into. He still wondered why it was so dark. The sailors
and working men gave them less than a glance. The wharf was quietly sad.
Gracchus leaned on the tapestry and desperately wished Wicker had a plan to get
away from the place. The stink of animals packed tightly together for just a
bit too long permeated the air and the souls of all who breathed it.
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